Fuck It- I'm ready to Leave

With the execption of the love my life (my grandmommy), a few good friends and even fewer family members, ain't shit left for me in miami. I'm ready to leave. If you're been reading my blog, you'd know what i mean. I'm pretty sure I can be as productive (if not more) in California. My family doesn't respect my craft or consider this a real job (no surprise there). Even if I'm not successful over there, I think I just need to get away (cut the umbilical cord! lol). I have to do this. For me. For my sanity. For all the people that always wonder "what if" and warn me never to make the same mistake. For the few people that support me and would hate to see me throw in the towel so soon. Throw in the towel? I can't quit now. I have to do better. I'm going to set up some kind of link to accept donations to fund my relocation there. I just have to figure out how to post it on this blog or make a link. (If you know how to do that, contact me too). Please ask me from time to time, what they can do to help me pursue my dreams. Well, here's your chance....

Entourage Episode

It Read:

So we are looking for models in an upcoming episode of Entourage. The models will play models in this episode. If the director is interested the talent will be flown to LA for the shoot The episode shoots in LA June 17- June 27.



ORLY? And yesthefuckIdid submit my picture. I know I'm trying to compete against a Ferrari with a Geo, but who cares. Obviously, if, they're looking in Miami, they probably want some gorgeous-brick-house-asian-island-hispanic-black-GODDESS that would make the most devout Christian go lez, but who cares. I'm tired of looking at castings and saying I myself "I don't fit that role". :-( FUCK THAT!!!! Let the fucking director tell me no! If I don't submit my pics then it's an automatic no regardless. At least if I submit my pics, the director will see then. And while I may not be the sexy, sultry, vixen they need for this episode, maybe the next episode will feature "the girl next door" type and I may have a shot.....

I'm stand on the edge, trying to take a leap of faith..... Jump, bitch, jump....